#ughhhhh i think that's everything

[thatnununguy]

b i g doodle pile of a bunch of random homstks :)

[aaandbackstabbed]

I feel like we don’t talk about how absolutely devastating the lines “you loved gold more than you loved me.” “and that’s why you loved me.” Truly are

Like are you kidding me they both went their entire 120 year relationship him believing that she didn’t love him enough to prioritise him over treasure (and maybe she didn’t but only because) she believed that the only way to gain his attention was to challenge and betray him.

That is so exhausting

And also it’s so stupid like are you fucking kidding me you two both fucked with each others feelings and love for each other because they were afraid

It’s so human and I hate it.

it’s so awful and yet so perfect in that it’s believable that how peoples brains go when you love someone and are afraid of that love

Their so perfectly tragic.

[mrmeepsmadmind]

little gay touch

[iwaasfairy]

being a woman is so tough sometimes wtf when I feel ugly I feel unforgivably ugly like,,, like my entire worth as a person is tied to being looked at and specifically being good to look at

[allpromarlo]

i don’t think a character has ever polarized me as much as geto has. i will hate on that mfer without a lick of shame but let me see ONE fanart of him and

[meowcifer-nails]

Fucking OBSESSED with this one scene in the cockpit cos MAN I wish we knew what the fuck they were saying right before Jimmy came in!!!

On one hand Anya sounds defeated, possibly disappointed, on the other hand Swansea sounds pissed af right after Jimmy talks down to Anya.

Did Anya tell Swansea not to do anything brash and so he's resentfully holding back from decking their new captain?? Did Swansea tell her he "couldn't" do something about Jimmy and so she's begrudgingly saying she understands his position?? Did he tell her about the pod or???

Is2g this fucking game man-

[starbuck]

Real Emotional Labor Hours

[californiaquail]

more scared than usual to go to work today because my fucking boss scheduled that leg amputation on friday when we already had a surgery and were otherwise very busy for today and i KNOW that man is going to take out his poor scheduling choices on everyone else all day and then get pissy when we're not ready to go promptly at 3 pm because his ass overbooked us. and guess who's going to have to answer the stupid phone during all of that because the office manager won't be in.

[thesundanceghost]

just gonna be honest i probably will end up rewatching black sails after i finish the wire again

[pink-spaceturtle5]

I love acetaminophen

[flamingothing]

think im really struggling to find the middleground between "not pathologizing all my behaviours" and "these are textbook symptoms of the disorders i have"

[runawaycarouselhorse]

There was a primary healthcare center I only worked at for a few days and then, they didn't want me anymore, because I didn't get along with the other staff members. One woman was OBSESSED with my weight, tried to force me to march around outside on concrete, refused to learn about my health conditions or knee injury, was absolutely convinced I was overweight due to my eating habits, was baffled by why my parents didn't force me to get married young like she was, tried to force button my labcoat until she realized the last two buttons would not close at the time... a male coworker brought lunch that'd make me sick (too greasy) and gave me two sandwiches, like one wouldn't be enough?! What do they think I am?!

I'd never eat two shawarma sandwiches, even those big ones they serve cut in half, I always ate only half and reheated the rest another day, and I usually wouldn't eat them for dinner when the parents bought them because they'd give me reflux. Another doctor thought I was wrong about my diagnosis when I was in horrible pain from the reflux and the cramps... it was just. A nightmare.

I actually went back through my me, dical file to find the diagnoses so he can know that no, I'm not wrong, yes, my suffering is caused by GERD and a sliding hiatal hernia...

So, naturally, I guess they got mad when I requested that no one except patients come see me in the clinic, staff members can only come in if they want to discuss work.

I came to work another day and the doctor in charge was shocked I came in place of some other doctor (who HATES clinic duty and just. Closed the door when she was there, so patients didn't even realize she was in???), so, he realized she was trying to shirk work and lied, as if our hospital and this clinic had no connection, she tried to claim the main hospital needed her for something not knowing her employer and the the head doctor in the PHC kept in contact. He sent me home, told me to ask my employer to be sure before attending in someone else's stead, said I shouldn't be working post-call (what a nostalgic word! I haven't heard it in years... I'm made to work the day after I'm on-call, in this hospital...) and told me not to come again.

I'm glad to see I'm not alone in this "oh, you're making the work environment unfriendly by not wanting to engage in chitchat with the other coworkers."

They're bullies and presumptious and rude. I don't want to talk to them! They're projecting all their stupid issues on me and nitpicking everything from the colour of my headscarf to my weight to how they imagine I eat or move. I exercise regularly, more than most of these women, I just have always had weight fluctuations and I have a hormonal issue that makes it worse because I have PCOS. I'm also mixed, I am never going to be flat all the way up and down like most Saudis!!! The North African genes gave us curves and we're naturally on the heavier side. Even my literal bone mass is greater than most women. Sorry?

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

hello, idk if it's a personal pet peeve, but what do you feel about the whole toktok/insta side of the bsd fandom that's actively embroiled in stanning/character slander/ship wars/mischaracterization/hot takes? i saw a post that went "if they arrested the ada for one crime why not the pm for all their crimes" and another that said 'atsushi is a shit protag he's whiney & boring i want dazai as a protag' and i had to do a whole meditation routine so i didn't projectile throw my phone into the wall and break it into pieces;////

Honestly, this is the value of not having tiktok or instagram and literally only following certain blogs. I just don't bother.

I still see some weird takes, but honestly, much as it's very odd for these to be some of the takeaways, a lot of these people are just having fun with a piece of media they like. I don't want to ruin their fun you know? And if they're complaining... good for them? Not everyone is going to like the same things.

It is a bit irritating, don't get me wrong. But I don't feel it's my place to butt in and correct people - I'm no expert, just another fan with my own interpretations! If people are open to hearing other opinions or being corrected, I'll gladly do so, but really I just see stuff, grimace for a few seconds, then block. Or simply vacate the premises. I Do Not See It.

.........that said, any kind of Atsushi slander makes my blood boil. How dare you that is my boy right there. I'd like to see you be a confident protagonist after getting your leg cut off on a near weekly basis.

[resonabilis-echo]

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[crimzoncrow]

oh sonic picture reminding me not to trust how i feel about myself after 9pm were really in it now

[croh3]

gonna vent a little in the tags don't mind me <3